Saturday...

Saturday has finally arrived, but I look foward to Sunday! I have been staying at Jenny's, house sitting and watching my Godpet.

I have been given the title, He is a cute little poodle. Very effectionit little pooch. Friday night I went and took him for his evening walk, fell right on the street on black ice. I must have good bones....I landed right on my right hip.....today it is still sore, and black n blue. Jenny is off on a visit with her boyfriend,lucky duck. He lives in New Mexico where I am sure there is no black ice. Today I have to do a different route. The sub that usuallydoes it, his father in law died. What bugs me is the regular, Garry can never work on a Saturday. Actuallyit pisses me off. The other Regular Elaine always fills in and is a team player. When and if I become a regular I will be a team player, but Garry always has something else that is more importaint to do.I wonder if this is part of his charactor never to give a inch. I use to date him and never saw this in him. We have a lot of history together and there is a lot of deep feeling between us. It took him and I a long time before we could ever talk after I broke it off, I hurt him a lot. And {J} to. And a lot of the times I wounder if I made the right choice. Who knows. I am going to dread delivering on his route....his arms are longer and I am sure he parks 2 feet from the box.....and now it is all ice.....Ugh. Think positive and pray the day goes quick!! Happy Trails for now.

Updation

Well the New Year has came in on a good note for me. I went to the Turning Stone Casino on Sunday. It was when I celebrated the New Year. My little brother was there with one of my favorite sister in law. My little sister was there with her whole family, I was with { J }. I found that I don't need to play the slot machines to have fun......Yup I took up poker. I played 3 card, and blackjack. And I came home a grand happier so that was sweet. And I found out I was pretty good at it. Call it beginners luck but I had a blast. We ate at my favorite restaurant.....I had fillet Mignon, and { J } had this exellent pasta dish. I got commped $30 so that helped a lot on the bill, even thou my entree was $32. But to me it was worth it. Our waitress was exellent. We had her our first time there, and every other time we went back we got someone less than good to say the least, so we were lucky again.....On to another note thou- When I got home it was New Years eve....I had to go to work at 4pm, I was suppose to get off at 11 am the next day, but we were having a snow storm and the girl coming in to relief me didn't come.....I asked the one in charge and who was coming back at 7pm to come early. She was hung over a bit and couldn't come till 5pm. In the mean time her niece and nephew who is POA and a lawyer came and told her she will be going into a assisted living on Thursday am. She cried and was very upset.....can you imagine giving up your home of 94 years and told this.....you have 24 hours to decide what you will be bringing. She will be in a private room and can come out and socialize should she choose. Well she's freaking deaf and if you don't know sign language how is she going to comunicate. I tried to teach her some sign language the months I have been there, but what she obsorbed is hard to say. I bought her a dry eraser board and makers, hopefully some one will take the time and try to comunicate with her. I feel so bad for her. It's things like this that make me wish I had a home on a ground floor with extra bedrooms I would take her in. This is why I wanna win the lottery and get a house with 5 or 6 bedrooms all on ground floor. These people work their whole lives thinking they will be set till they die in their homes or with their families, but what it all comes done too is the majority of the times they get to be a burden, and the money looks better in their pockets than care spent on them......Spend your kids inherintence and enjoy your life. It was very sad to say goodbye to her......I promised to visit her next week. And I shall post about her again, even thou the for her there might not be any......Happy Trails!!

Saturday's Chum

My weekend has arrived, Yippie!....I decided not to over work my self in the New Year, and what a better way to start than the presence. I have had a full week and now I need to concentrate on me, selfish wench that I can be. On the morrow we are heading to Turning Stone and if I worked after doing the mail there would be no way I can enjoy my self. I would have had 4 hours at most sleep and I need 8 preferable 10 by the time Sunday rolls on by. And yes I am feeling guilty about not doing my sleep over at the patients house. The lady watching her does very good home care......she just has a tendency to rip people off. So.....she is being set up this weekend to see if she steals any $. She already has walked away with $30. that we know of, and a lbs of coffee. Can you fathem some one ripping off a person for their grocery $, and stealing freaking coffee. Grant it my " Copper" instincts kick in and you know she ain't stopping there. So many jobs I have done and all on the honor system. Am I the un-norm where only do not steal, and do onto others as they do onto you. I'd like to think there is more good out there than evil. Speaking of things at norm, on the morrow is Situation Sunday. If any one has a good Situation email me @ polockkey@yahoo.com Happy Trails !!!!!!

Crapp happens-

(This tree is what a old patient of mine said was " The tree that says I dare you to hit me"}Well it looks like I will never update my happings from last week; but as I think about it they are behind me and there they shall remain. Who really cares about my struggles of meeting my deadlines or ........Oh, shit I see a pity party happening. But no I shall rise above it and just talk about positive things with a twist of sense of humor.....and just tell you about my day- It actually was a beautiful fall day. I had one house hold tech job to do. Had a great breakfast with my little sister, ate like a pig which was good since it was my only meal of the day. In between work and case's I phoned home. You ever call someone and they seem happy to answer the phone, until they realize it is you calling. Well that's how I feel every freakin time I call home. I here the tension in { J's } voice. grant it we have been together a long time and you can feel the others energy. Let me back track a bit....Sunday I bought a roast for Monday, thought we would have a nice supper together,,,well sorta he would have taken his dish in the bedroom or waited impatiently for me to finish mine in the kitchen. Well luck have it......he had a meeting Monday. No problem I thought and told him, we will have it Tuesday. But Tuesday came and he had a board meeting......Grant it about now I am thinking feed the roast to the dog, We will get a new one, I bought it and it was only $15, I still remained my happy fruity disposition. Well we were going to eat it today......I seasoned it before I left the house, asked him to put it in the oven "FOR" me, and we will eat around 6sh. I got home at 5:30, { I think the dog acknowledged I was home} told him I was just switching cars to get gas in the mail truck,.,,,be right back.....he grabbed me and kissed me and said wait my love,,,,,Ya right, nice thought but wasn't happing with here. I ran up street to gas station and nearby store , home in 15 minutes.......He had potatoes in pot-=stated with authority to mash them---tested them with a fork,,,,,the were raw' told him they need to cook { grant it he must have just threw them on to boil} He was in the middle of slicing the meat, I told him don't cut it all up- (It was 3lbs,,,we weren't going to eat it all, At least I thought not,why drain it out),,He gave me the death stare and put his knife down and stormed out the kitchen. That was that !no word said,,,,and now 4 hours have passed and nothing said between us. Happy relation ship, I think not. When is enough where you finally draw the line. Can't he figure out this is not working, I can't live out the rest of my life like this,,,,I really am a great person........Happy Trails!!!!