Omg~~~~ I wrote so much the other night...I really need to escape in my thoughts. Having a hard time right now in my family...my brother is dying...my mentor...my friend..my sibling...I thought I saved all I wrote and it is gone...but perhaps some where it is...I am just a bit disenbobled right now...shall try again later to write about it... (as I hit the post button...I found the draft...Ya,,,will finish that one tomorrow.