Wednesday, December 06, 2006

The pits

It is getting close to Christmas and a part of me is really supper depressed. So far this week nothing is going right,,,all sucks on the job issue,,and the support I get on the home front is depressing to.I already told @ Mr. and Mrs.Doom and gloom...they denied all. I believe the other patient,,,I checked the log book at the residency,,,they said they signed out at 12;20---that is 20 minutes into a lunch--that my patient takes a hour to eat--He said he would ask that Mrs. Gloom not attend,,,He did not do that. Every time I give him a report on his mom,,Nothing ever comes of it but me making him feel down,,,,so what do I do,,,say all is peachy and my patient suffers. Should I just pretend she is dead and back away and never go---I am making like 18$ going, a day compared to my $200 aday if that is not depressing enough. Then at my postal job,,,my boss who I heard numerous times today,,being a freaking N. Has called and told me the route that I planned on getting is going to a buffer route,,and getting counted for DPS....Freaking postal whoopla langage here,,,what it amounts to is I will not be getting the position to fill,,,and me being the senior sub in the office amounts to crap,,,a guy can come in and fill the job for a month before and he gets it....why the hell am I paying UNION dues. And over the weekend I took out $240 from the bank,,,,spent hardly anything,,,maybe $60 and can not find the rest.....{J} Say's I need to cancel my cruise,,,I think right now,,,I am at my bottom looking up.,,In a nut shell...The only thing I have going for me is my looks,,my positive attitude,,which is hiding behind a boulder at the moment,,,and my family.,,I don't feel {J's} support as I need it to be,,,I need a hug,,,He failed to reconize that. I do not feel the positive Energy from a few...Hoping on the morrow- All will be better,,,for now I am climbing back in my shell and hitting the Z world- Hoping to win the Lottery-,,,,Happy Trails!!!,,%%%Plus no-one has sent anything for Toy's for Adults%%%%%%%%%%%Be careful what you wish for
> Two priests died at the same time and met Saint
> Peter at the Pearly Gates. St. Peter said, "I'd like
> to get you guys in now, but our computer's down.
> You'll have to go back to Earth for about a week,
> but you can't go back as priests. What'll it be?"
> The first priest said, "I've always wanted to be an
> eagle, soaring above the Rocky Mountains."
> "So be it," said St. Peter.
> The second priest mulled it over for a moment and
> asked, "Will any of this week 'count,' St. Peter?"
> "No, I told you the computer's down. There's no way
> we can keep track of what you're doing."
> "In that case," the second priest said, "I've always
> wanted to be a stud."
> "So be it" said St. Peter, and the second priest
> disappeared.
> A week went by, the computer is fixed, and the Lord
> told St. Peter to recall the two priests. "Will you
> have any trouble locating them?" he asked.
> "The first one should be easy," said St. Peter.
> "He's somewhere over the Rockies, flying with the
> eagles. But the second one could prove to be more
> difficult."
> "Why?" the Lord asked.
> "He's on a snow tire, somewhere in Idaho."


Anonymous said...

today is a new day i got up and john so far from me got mad at me for spending money on things for christmass for the kids he really pissed me off. so i just got up at 10 and now i am just thinking what can i spend money on today. I hate it here and i wish i could move today some were no one will find me what to go..........

Helena said...

That thought is of the moment,,you'll be in a better place soon..{Pease of Mind},,You just need to curb your spending or here's a thought...Work,,,lol